Jason's World

3 words.. i HATE you

2010-04-20T02:10:00.000-07:00

OK its been a damn long time since i write here.. now is a good time to continue..

Since i CANT write a long post on my faceboook.. i shall do it HERE!..

So u all know that my life is doing great these days.. perfect actually =).. But then there is always something/someone that ruins my time that i am having now.. and this person is.. well i am not that mean so i will just call that person SIH ( someone i HATE )

so SIH is a person who has been using me for my past 3 years since i dunno form 3??? yea so until i am like in college.. only i found out that i am being used.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH lamme-ooo.... SO because of that shit thing.. now my life is falling apart thanks to SIH.. i wish i never you seriously... i can see that my life would be soOOOO mUch better ... So i dont give a damn about how sorry u are when u told me that u used me.. but WHO THE HELL SAYS THIS AFTERWARDS.. ( I am so sorry ah.. but pls dont tell anyone that i did this to u).. WTH?? so u think u can just use me and keep ur damn image isit?? since that day onwards i never want to hear from u but sometimes i feel that imm being too harsh on u.. BUT NO NO NO!!.. i THINK I M GOING TOOOOOOO EASY !!.. now im being harsh and i dont give a damn rats ass.... YOU!! ruining my completely perfect life now is just something i cannot stand..

Seriously if i could tell the world who the hell are u.. i would.. but i wont .. so just to let u know .. AND YOU KNOW WHO THE HELL YOU ARE... So now part of ur imaginary image is gone thanks to me.. but no no im not the person who is making u feel bad .. YOU DID THIS TO URSELF.. so deal with it..

Oh and btw.. if SIH is reading this.. NOW U KNOW!

Wishing stars

2010-02-20T08:00:00.000-08:00

Feelings that i cant describe are usually very complex in my life.. They are either indescribable emotionally, physically, mentally or even socially... So this is the story of my life (again).. after my last post which was like a zillion years ago( jan 1) :P...

Currently what i m feeling is confuse, im confuse about life , about the choices i make.. whether or not wat i choose is right or wrong.. wat if the chances i pick will not respond the right way i wanted it to response.. I feel like everything i have done could be lost with one single word:(.. No man in the world would want to feel like this cuz it means everything to me...

Seeing that i abandon this blog for a month or so.. i doubt anyone would read this post so i might as well tell u wat i mean... In my life.. i have fallen for this girl.. She is no ordinary girl.. she is unique, funny, intelligent, sweet, out of this world, straight forward, open minded, happy , playful and many more... If a man is to fallen for the girl of his dreamss.. he would do anything, and i do mean anything to win her heart and possibly win her.. Thats my mission as well... I needed to figure out the doubts and flaws that prevent anything that could happen between us. But thats the thing.. i am afraid.. I have always been afraid. My fear for this girl is far greater than any fear i have encountered in my youth life. I know now that i am fear of... Rejection:(.. This is true cuz when u want to hold on to someone so dearly to you, you can bare to see this person slipping away from you.. it scares me to see that if i ever lose this person , my life would shatter, it will melt into pieces that only particles in the world could only see. Eventhough nothing has happen between us, i can sense that she may be the one but no man on earth could read the mind of another person. About how they feel, they think, their thoughts... It is just scary to find out one day that maybe that faithful person will just walk out of ur life within a second.. Thats why it takes only one word to destroy everything i have cared for..

This may sound selfish of me to say these things but it truely is the truth i have been trying to uncover of myself lately.. The thing is.. i found out that life is too short to not taking chances.. IF u found a chance to make things better, do it.. IF you found a chance to be happy, do it.. IF you are able to find the perfect person in ur life, dont let it slip away.. cuz u only get to live one day one time only.. Make your life counts... as i am trying to do so with mine..

I suspect not many people will read this blog as i mention b4 but if u took the liberty to look at this untouched blog over a month.. thanks for coming bak to see how i have been doing in my life =).. other than that.. wish me luck in this ..

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

2010-01-02T05:10:00.000-08:00

Hello world and people i dont know that read this for no reason =)... i just wanna say sry for not posting this yesterday cuz ITS NEW YEAR!!! WOHHOOOO!!! lol... 2010 is here and we are all grateful that we have 2 years left b4 2012 hahah... beware =P.. lol...

anyway the reason i didnt write on my blog for the past week or so is cuz i have been doing alot of stuff and i dont think i wanna talk about my private life here .... hahaa... well Not yet =)....

so i wish everyone to have a great year this year cuz it willl be magical =)

Re-donculous....

2009-12-21T20:56:00.000-08:00

Hi guys.. ever wonder wat happen to ur soul when u think too much?? .... hmm i wonder... lol

Well NO MATTTER cuz im not gonna let u do any shit thinking in this blog post hahah ^^..
wat im gonna be posting is about my NON COMING OUT drum covers :'(.. sob

WEll its cuz i lost my camera 2 weeks ago if u got read my blog.. so i got a new one but sadly this new one cant record good audio ... SO IM DOOMMM!!! NOOOO!!... but i have been playing cuz .. who wouldnt play if u got a drum set AT HOME!! HAHA.... anyway my apologiseeeeee to anyone who was looking forward to my cover.. and those haters about my covers.. stuff ur head wif cotton butt then light it on fire then u can see urself enlighten =)... goood dayy!!!!

cya guys =D

Party yay^^

2009-12-18T03:57:00.000-08:00

HEY all =)... its bloggy time ^^ haha....

Well these few days has been SUPER for me =) hahaha... not gonna go in details but needed to say that cuz i feel that way muahahhahha..... anyway what i wanna do now is post about my upcoming event which is my house party on 25th december !! YESS iTS ON christmass=)... anyway its gonna be a big party seeing my bro and sis has invited alot of people lol.. but for me i dont mind invite those people who wanna come hehe.... so if ur bored on christmas and wanna feel some awesome-ness .... you know who to call =)... here is my number... 999.. =D

cya amigos =)

Legen...............Dairy =)

2009-12-15T05:27:00.001-08:00

Waddup umbreis =).... another week has pass and another post will begin again hehe..

OK .. so lets see,.. oh yea i had an amazing week =)... i went for a vacation again!!! heeee xD...
so i went to langkawi this time with my family. It was a very very exciting, adventuring, tiring trip haha... So this is what happen from the start...

It was a bright morning, the birds are chirping and the monkeys were humping O.O..... ok wrong topic xD hahhaahhaha..... anyway.. it was a good morning... we started our trip by car to kuala kedah then only take the ferry to langkawi.. the trip in the car was fine... BUT when we reach the ferry..... LOL.... it was like HELL!!! haha.... cuz of this stupid noise that the engine produce so i feel like im gonna have my brain to explode into pieces or maybe even melt out of my ear... haha....

So after the ferry we went to the hotel called Berjaya.. dunno if u guys heard of it also haha... anyway it was very very nice ! =)... so on the 1st day we spend most of the time exploring the places in langkawi ... then the 2nd day we went to visit the aquarium and the mall lol... the excitement didnt stop there until the 3rd day... we went TO THE BEACH!!! HAHAHA... why i love it? cuz i seriously love going to BEACHES!!! haha.. the sand, the wind , the scenery... it was jaw dropping =)... anyway i did stuff like canoe-ing and beach volleyball! haha.... anyway it was a really fun day that day hehe....

After those fun days we went home.... it was a memorable trip wif my family =)....

WHich brings me to my current topic.. i just thought about it and i wanna talk about the word....
wait wait wait... i wanna make this a new news report =).. haha... i shall call this.. LATE NIGHT TOPICS WITH JASON.. haha..

so this topic i just thought of is the topic about the word.... ish...... YES this word <<<<<... ish.... when u hear the word ish.... what goes through ur head?? lol... uncomplete word.. saying the word is but drag it so long till u hear a "h" in it??? haha.... well this is why i wanna talk about it hahha.... wat THE HELL DOES IT MEAN!??? lol...

time for examples =)... i know u guys love it haha...
Ben : Hey buddy!..
Dover : Sup man.. hows life?
Ben : very very good man... hey i got a problem... u think u can help me bring my bio notes to my house now??
Dover : ish...... fine lo....
OKOK!!! wat the hell!? lol... so let me get this straight.. ish means ur mad or saying it to warm up ur mouth b4 answering people?? lol.... anyway.. here is another example... OH YEA.. just so u guys know.. all of this is hearing it from experience so i have no idea wat it means also.. lol
Eileen : Hihi
Dover : :)
Eileen : ish! why are dress as a chicken!?? and on our 1st date!!!
Dover : erm.... ish!!!! why didnt i notice this!??

haha... anyway... my question is not why it means people are using it when they are mad.... my question IS ... WHY THE HELL is it call ish anyway!?? lol... who invented this frikin word lol ??? ish..... maybe a dude in the past ate a fish but choke on it so keep saying ish ish ish!!!! so people were like... WOAH!! cooll word man!!! and u sound angry when saying it!!.. lets use it so the people in the future can follow our lame steps >< haha... anyway the dude died from that .. HAHHAHAHA...

CONCLUSION!!... dont make up words... or people will end up wif the most rediculous words ever!!! haha... PS: people can die also... =P...

PEace UMBREIS! xD

Sign Language??

2009-12-07T19:22:00.001-08:00

Waddup y'all !!! haha.. well so far my holiday has been better =).. but thats not the reason i m writing this post.. THE MAIN reason i m writing about this post is cuz i would like to have everyone's opinion about this... CMON pls tell me about ur opinion about this when u finish reading this post =P..

OK here goes, i wanna talk about.... * drum roll* ...... Emoticons.. ... Yup.. emoticons, those things that people put when chatting or something.. FOr examples :) =) ;) =x XD.. and etc.. Well these are just cool cuz i love using those hahaha... but what really really starting to bug me seriously !!! is these emoticons, ( i know some are not faces but u get what i mean).. For examples : zzzzz, ==, -.-", ....., zzzz..... ==""....., and etc.. lol.. Well i know i m being selfish or being just an idiot to think these emoticons can affect how i feel but its TRUE!!!! lol... sometimes it just pisses me off when ... hmm ok lets make a example conversatio k?

Mike : Hey man,
Hawk: Sup,
Mike: Listen i need to ask u a favour,
Hawk : sure, wats wrong?
Mike: can u teach me this topic tmr morning?
Hawk : zzzzzzz.....
Hawk: sure.., wat time ?

Ok! what went wrong there?? ok i know u guys will say Oh thats just normal !!! .. but think about it... ISIT???? ok so when a dude ask a person for a favour.. why THE HELL does the person have to go zzzzzzzz... then say sure..... I mean!!! WTF does zzzz means???? lol.... is he slping then wake up then saw his msg?? but if he is slping how does he type it out?? lolx??.... so anyway here is another example...

Moses: Hey buddy boy,
Zues : Waddup umbrei...
Moses: Well there is this party tonight and stuff , and i hook us up with these HOT chicks and did i mention they are FRIKIN HOT!!??
Zues: ...........
Zues : Really!? cool ... im there!..

OKAY let me stop u there.... wth happen there? DOES anyone here know what does ..... means???? does it mean *silence while thinking* , or just saying dots when he is talking O.o? ok that sounded weird .. lol... but anyway it just sometimes makes people ( me ) feel like ur being annoyed by my SUPER cool topics about ( in this case ) hot girls... lol??? bad example ?? ok i will think of better next time =P... but u know wat i mean...

OK LAST example..
serious... lol...

John: dude!!
Connery: ?
John : HAVE U SEEN THAT CHICK on THE BUS!!??? mY GOD man.. she is smoking !
Connery: REALLY?? where where?
John: Over there!! the one that look like ur mom but more hotter..... ><
Connery: =.="... (OR) -.-" ( OR ), zzzz, ......, (OR) zzzz....-.-"""zzzzz

okay i think u know wat i mean... but IS IT NEccesary to do such thing???? i mean cmon.... making a face like ur actually disgusted about something is just a new low..... say something like , go to hell man...... thats better right? instead of zzzz, ..... , =.=... i mean cmon.. lol..

Well i know this is my THOUGHS and MY THOUGHS only SO DONT GO KARATE BLACK BELT ON my ass when u see me.... lol... AND!!!! btw.. u know who u r that does these things... =)..... just to let u know =P...

Peace OUT UMBREI!!!

and pls comment...or else this topic will be boring for me to check up T.T ( <<-- this means crying if u people dont know haha)

interesting week

2009-12-03T08:12:00.000-08:00

Well sry ADAM for not updating my blog everyday haha... i got things to do 1st then only update hehe.. LIKE going to singapore and then tell u all about it ^^..

ok lets see... For starters, i went to singapore wif my bestie, timothy and it was our first time having our independance on a plane woohoo!.. lol.. freedom smells so good haha... so the trip started on a tuesday morning and the day in singapore was so nice... Sat the MRT and was like so amaze about the city-ness of the place and how advance it is compare to penang.. lol.. So on the first day we went to visit the orchard road which has like SOOOOOOOOOO MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MALLSSSS!!!! its was like omfg man.. lol... i tell u, u can never fnish all exploring all of the mall in one day . that i m very serious haha... even if u can do so, ur gonna go home wif super sore legs haha.... anyway, we walked like crazy the whole time and didnt buy much except for food cuz the cost was like SIAO KIA!!!! 1 Singapore dollar = RM 2.46 .... u do the math.. and their price dont follow our penang price.. one roti canai is like..... 2 ringgit plus if im not mistaken lol...

So after walk like crazy on the 1st day, we went to sentosa the next day!... i got one word for that day only lol... AMAZING!! haha.. eventhough it is now in construction but it is so nice.. i believe i do wanna visit it when its done cuz i wanna check it out =P... anyway, i went to see the merlion and other cool stuff like the LUGE!!! if u guys dunno wat is a LUGE, it is a cool activity game where u practically ride down a steep hill at high speed and it was frikin fun! hahah.... a definately got to do thing when u guys visit there next time..

OH YEA i got something to say.. it sucks and i hate it but it has happened... MY CAMERA WENT MISSING WHEN I WAS EXPLORING.... it happened on the bus and now its gone :'(..... now i m pictureless and i got to find a way to replace my family camera... sigh...there goes my hardwork salary.... sob.... but thankfully on sat and sun is PC fair at PISA so i will be there for camera shopping ... haha...

anyway most of the time singapore we were shopping for souvenior and stuff... i got myself a new wallet =D.... hahah.. so happy hahahahah..... LOL... so after those stuff we came bak home and now here i am.. =)...

oh and gwendolyn, is this font good enough? xD.. hehe

hopefully i can update more on my upcoming events =).. WHICH IS langkawi wohoo.. lol..
cya guys!

The Memoirs of the cliche feelings

2009-11-25T08:57:00.000-08:00

Aloha my fellow friends/people i dont know but still reads my blog/homo sapians... I know i dont update my blog like i mention in every blog i write, but i guess working do have its bad side effects.... it makes me lazy to write haha..

But anyhow.. today i plan to write out all kind of shit loads of crap that has been stuck in my memory since the penang gay bridge run..

Lets begin...

So it all went down like this, i had to work from evening 6pm till morning 5 am which totally suck horse vagina .... lol..
( Briefing to all viewers, if your too young or too immature to read inappropriate words then i suggest u should leave now cuz there is more where that came from and im doing this report my way =)...)..... ok so work was fine till we hit midnight.. that is when all ( oh when i say all, i do mean every fucking one in penang ... well it looked like it.. haha ) of the people that is running the gay run came to the store and start ordering like a machine gun.... The orders was stacking so fast that i thought my brain was going to twist so fast my bones will mutate by itself and run away itself.. BUT thank god to my friends who was also working along side wif me... help me so that we all can relief through that pain .. but that aint over yet.. OH no it wasnt... that was only wave number ONE!!!... and u know, this wave number one lasted 30 fcking minutes in a row without any breather... But after 15min of rest it came again lol... this time it was more people and they got meaner in ordering.. and IT REALLY WAS MEAN... whn i say mean.. i meant stuff like ordering in LARGE QUANTITY at one shot and thta is stack up one by one by different customer.. so there is one shot where i had to do 7 regular ice blended mocha and 5 Hot double chocolate LARGE... that took frikin long to finish and when we are done with that.... we are behind orders by a whopping 5 customer... lol.. siao huh?

Well not to worry everything still end up good cuz the best part was that.. The CHICKS at the penang bridge run was like OFF the fence into the volcano buried under a casket rimmed around the jammer and buffed into a toilet bowl stuffed with peanut butter sauce and.. wait where was i?.... oh yea .. the girls were hot.. haha.. who knew girls still wear "hot" -ish stuff to run... i guess its a new "whore"/"slut" fashion to flash people while running haha....

anyway when it all ended.. oh goodness sake i thought i was gonna kill someone. seriously...
BUT THANK GOD TO my manager that forced me to park my car near HSBC bank ( thank you u fucking awesome bank, bitch). cuz of that i was able to leave the dumphole race area without being blocked ... unlucky for my friend, he had to wait till 10.30am for his car to be realeased....how lame huh? .. and thatt was the weridest/funnest/unhappy time ever lol..

So thats all the crap i can unload to u guys.. hope u enjoy readin it cuz i didnt hahaha... have a nice day =)

F.U.C.K

2009-11-19T08:15:00.002-08:00

This is one messed up , fucked up, cibai-ish crap ever.... First of all, my results came out and i feel like i am doing nothing good in college because i suck at my subjects!... i failed my EEE1103 so now im very pissed and sad at the same time... For my Math i got an A- which OK nia cuz i wanted to get an A but couldnt so i also feel sad about this... Overall im doom and i dunno wat to do... Been very emo on that day so i feel like banana crap ass covered with whip cream thats is taken from a donkey ass that is being diluted with a layer of overdosed bacteria fungus that could fucking fucked up ur fucking lema chao lampa ego which suck shit like hell....
This is worst post i ever made cuz its fucked up with these kinds of vocab and i will apologise to those who are finding it very offensive by just reading it.. But for one fact. this is my blog so i can write any fucking thing i want and i dont give a rat ass about any shit. SO now my only hope of surviving this deathly blow of hell is that i plan to find my lecturer tmr .. Oh yea b4 i continue , let me tell u this, i failed my subject with a C- , And a C is a passing grade. So thats a 5 marks range b4 i pass.. how fucked up is that... So anyway tmr i need to find this lecturer and see if he can remakr for me, i m willing to pay RM50 just to remark and see if i stand a chance to pass or not , if i still fail, then god/fate/luck/any weird ass spirit is blocking me from joining my other friends that passed the subject. Anyway So thats about it about my fucking day which was on a wednesday.

Now is the new bit, i dunno is this messed up or fucked up. ON saturday night, thx to the fucking location of my coffee bean place.. lol... there is this annual penang bridge run so my store will open till 5am.. AND YES i got to fucking work till 5am! .. so that means any of u (asswipes) people are going for the run, pls stop by and see if i m dying or look like a zombie.. haha.. I will try to enjoy that day as i have been really enjoying my days at work d=)...

SO thats all the bullshit i can give , hope u all still find my blog "nice" to read .... or not , .... eh nvm i dont care who reads this, its a matter of me writing crap on the net so the whole fucking world can see how my messed up life is being formed... ciao

Value of A DOLLAR!

2009-11-07T00:46:00.000-08:00

My god... okay here is the situation, since i gotten a job at coffee bean.. my life seems more or less stress and how to say.... less family-ness.. Why? cuz everyday i got a job that is for night shift.. i start around 5.30pm and i finish around closing time.. Oh so u wonder , closing nia.. how hard can that be... Well think again.. Closing time is the most mother-effed up thing ever... We finish at 11pm on monday-thursday and 12pm from friday - sunday.. So now ur thinking.. u go bak that time only.. whats the big deal... OH so ur wrong again.. WE have to do clean up after that and this aint kidergarten clean up.. THis is WHOLE shop clean up .. from small buckets to tables to anything that is in that shop.. So on weekdays i finish arond 1am and on weekends i finish around .. let say.. 2.15am.. How effed up can that be huh?

Hopefully i can get use to this or else i might not even make it for by end of this month... Well time to go to work again.. wish me luck.. =P....

The Holidays

2009-11-04T17:31:00.000-08:00

Well where can i start .... Sry for not updating after sooooo frikin long, i guess i wasnt in the mood to update anything during the holidays haha.. So anyway let me tell u what happen since my exam finish since last wednesday(28/10/09) .

On that very day, me and my classmates was celebrating with a trip to Gurney because we wanted to go to REDBOX... haha... Of course i never been to redbox until that day so i was new to the environment of shouting/singing/or watever anyone was doing when the song is playing. haha...So that day was fun cuz we laughed, sing and had great time from 1pm till 5pm of non stop singing lol... I swear to god man, the moment we finished, i cant even feel my throat anymore haha... Well then after that we just went home i guess, Cant have fun all the time i guess hehe...

So the next day , we had a badminton trip once again after our exams, It was fun and stuff cuz its been so long since i played badminton wif them. We booked the court from 9am till 12pm, and yes, we did play through out the whole 3 hours haha... Oh i haven mention yet, the people that was in yesterday redbox included, Me,Adam, Alex, Chu Kuan, Jurin , Zi Jia, Choon Hoo, Tze, Jing Liang and Chiao Yee.. Pls someone correct me if i forgotten someone >< haha.. Anyway, A part of that group went to the badminton also.... So after badminton, Me and my friends were thinking about applying a job somewhere in queensbay... So we head on home , shower and then return back out haha... We were job hunting for about 3 hours i think( or was it less than that lol).. Anyway, i applied coffee bean, borders, adidas, and starbucks.. lol.. then after that we went to watch a movie =P... This movie is called "Jennifer's Body".. LOL.... Yup we went to watch cuz of ( well i think mainly me) MEGAN FOX!.. LOL.. hey.. u wanna watch a movie.. have a motive ;)... haha... so the show was quite nice and scary at some parts.. damn megan fox can be scary and hot at the same time u know lol.... So that is the end of that...

Ok so now is the next day again lol... We had a class outing where we wanna travel around Penang island ... Me, adam, jurin, chu kuan, tze, choon hoo, zi jia and Say liang(mid day only meet us). We 1st started our trip at Rasa Sayang beach at around 6.45am.. lol.. we wanted to catch the sunrise but when we arrived it was a little too late and we cant even see the sunrise cuz it was at a wrong location.. haha... but it was good also cuz when there is no sun at that time, the wind is so nice and cold, the sand couldnt feel any better, and we all just relaxed there for an hour or so... It was one of the best moments i had..
So after that we went to have breakfast then move on to Kek Lok Si... It was a place i never been b4 i must admit so everything i saw there was new to me.. But in the middle of the trip in there we had a plan.. a surprise actually ... to celebrate Chong Tze's birthday =)... we had a cake ready and was gonna surprise him.. I THINK we DID surprise him .. lol .. =P... well anyway Happy Bday Chong Tze on that day... So afterwards we went to explore the whole Kek Lok Si again... We went up and saw the Guan Yin Statue... AND MY GOD it is HUGE!!!.. now there is a roof over it and i will most likely faint if i even try to climb up to it.. lol....
So after the trip there we head to a museum of "history of Penang" kind.. It was unique for sometime but it got bored lol... so after exploring it awhile we went to have lunch and then went to adam house for abit.. haha... we chit chat there and then went to my house.... At my place.. people got so fun with the Dancing mat i have haha... hope u guys really enjoyed it!! LOLx... So after that we went for a swim at zi jia apartment place... It was nice to finish the day wif a Swim and it was nicer when u go with ur friends.. So thanks guys for that day !! ^^...

After that things got less exciting as i stayed at home waiting for my job calls.. And finally i got a call from Coffee Bean !! haha.. So i started my job on Tuesday (3/11/09) and let me tell u this.. to survive that job.. you will need stamina!!..haha.. im serious.. U will need to be able to walk up and down, clean everything u see that is dirty and also able to make splendid drinks for the customer.. haha.. sounds hard? well i so far can manage it abit so i guess i hope i can last long with this >.<... So this is my schedule for the week. I start everyday from 5.30pm till closing time which is 11pm.. But after 11pm.. i have to use alot of leg and arm muscles haha.. i need to stack up all the tables and chairs and then sweep and mop the floor.. After that i need to reput all the tables and chairs and then do the same for the outside... haha... so that will end around 12.30am.. That is IF i have collegues that is able to help out in the kitchen as well as the main stations.. lol.. Well thats all i can blog about my recent life xD.. Hope you guys enjoy reading this =).. heee..

Not enough i think....

2009-10-26T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hey all, sry for letting my blog die for a few weeks ... this is cuz of my stupid studies in college.. its just so hard and i just feel so useless =(...

Today i just had my finals and i needed to pass 50% in this exam in order to pass my semester !!!!... this is cuz my cousework i got 30% out of 60% so its on the Edge of the DEATH LINE d...
So after today performance i kinda feel like i really might fail and i have to retake once again.. ><..... BUT I DONT WANNA !!!! so need to pray hard that wat i done is already enough to push me all the way!!!.

So wat i did today after my exam was that i went out to qb wif my friends to have a breather.. lol.... i went with haan ming, amanda, alex , hamza and delton.. We went to have nando for lunch and we had alot of fun cheering each other up which is why i really enjoy the company i have in my college life ... THX GUYS !!! =)

Anyway on wednesday i will have my last paper which is my math and in my math coursework i already pass wif 50.8% / 60%.. But i still very tam simmm... haha... i wanna pia to maybe ... hopefully can get A!!! xD... so need continue work hard and hopefully it will come true...

And oh yea!.. i m gonna be working once my semester ends by wednesday , but hopefully my job is a good one and able to enjoy it for 2 months b4 my semester starts again =)...

Last thing!!!!.. i will work on my next cover d seeing my drum cover need to be revived again !!! haha... =).. tune in again for it!

Dooms day is upon us

2009-10-18T02:32:00.000-07:00

Well the final wave is almost arriving.... Need to prepare for my final showdown wif double Chan's Exams!!! So scary lo ><... And just recently we just finished our lab test, assignment presentation and math test... all i can say is..... KI CHIA(hokkien) liao...haiz... I just pray that i am able to do well in my finals....

Xie xie ni men =)

2009-10-10T00:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.... yesterday is considered as one of my best days with my friends.. =)...
I was able to hang wif them practically the whole day and this time is not about work!!! haha.... Lets see, there was me, alex, adam, chong tze, choon hoo, jing liang, jurin, and zijia most of the time haha.... we went to qb to have lunch at around 12pm right after math class and we was gonna go to Nando but i guess routes can change sometimes haha.. So in the end we end up at Dave Deli which was also not bad cuz i also found out tat Nando dont have service TAX!! woohoo lol ... so yeah we were all eating and stuff then after that we went to walk around qb which is also entertaining.. =)..

At around 2.15pm we left qb to go bak to inti cuz the others got to use the project lab for my upcoming assignment!!! sigh... well when they were doing tat i was busy wif my math and i got accompanied by Delton. So this went on till 5.30pm and tat time i wanted to go home already but then adam wanted to watch a movie so i tag along wif the same group again haha... We went to watch the movie call "Surrogate" staring Bruce Willis.. which was quite nice haha..very futuristic i can say... So i do recommend to anyone to watch it =)...

Ok finally it was 9.15pm and we all went home and my siao friend(kevin) called me to go mamak to makan.. haha .. so the moment i reach home i went out AGAIN!! haha..xD... and then i was eating and chatting till 11pm and tats is when i REALLY reach home for the day =P... crazy day huh haha.. tiring but its a memorable day for sure =).. THANKS GUYS!!!

Left to right : Chong Tze, Adam, Zijia, Alex , Jurin, Me , and Jing liang,
This was in DAVE DELI!! haha
(Click to enlarge picture =P)

This is hard

2009-10-06T06:34:00.000-07:00

Sigh... these few days was happy and sad at the same time, dont wanna elaborate cuz it just is... I have a test this thursday and im not rdy yet i think.. haiz.. Need to pass this paper in order to keep my grades up.. And lately i m confuse about alot of stuff and i need to sort myself out b4 doing anything else... And oh yeah.... one more thing, my drum cover, my next cover will be linkin park - New Divide. Stay tune =)

PROM!!!

2009-10-02T21:08:00.000-07:00

Hi u all... as most of u already know, prom just ended last night and i had a blast ...xD... haha
Well let me start from the start of the day since its been sometime i wrote a story here haha...

Ok lets see, the day started by getting my math test result, and i dont wanna brag la but i did expect to get the result i got >.<.. haha.. which is very satisfying for me d ... ok then afterwards i had this assignment presentation at 2pm onwards ... but somehow la... my lecturer just happen to make it sooooooooooooooooooooo long so the time my group is rdy to present is at 4.15pm!!!! YES i know, stress for 2 hours plus wasnt wat i had in mind ... So anyway my presentation went soso only .. haiz.... i guess the rumours of this lecturer IS TRUE!!!! strict as hell man like ur really being tortured .....

Alright now to prom, i finish my presentation at 5.05pm and i had to be at E&O by 6.30pm, so i had to rush home quick cuz there is jam on a friday!!!... so this is wat happened, i went home at 5.15pm and i got out d by 5.35pm.... lol... tat means in that time , i manage to shower, wax my hair, and other stuff lol.... very rushing and i never wanna do tat again hahah..... so shockingly i was lucky to pass all the green light that time and i manage to reach at 6.30pm on the dot..... woot!! =D... lol......

So in prom i hung out wif my friends and we took pictures and stuff so i will try my best to post them asap cuz currently my camera didnt have so much ><... so im awaiting my friends to send me theirs so i can campur them together.. haha.... And in prom we all know i got nominated for prom king... lol.. so yea once again i have to go on stage and do weird stuff according to the people who prepared this prom event. So because of tat something did happen ><.. haha... i got paired up with a lovely and gorgeous girl hehe, and we had to play through some ridiculous games which is kinda childish but still somehow entertaining hahahah.... the 1st one was that all the guys must be fed by the girls and try to guess wat they ate... haha... only after midway of being fed, they only mention to me must remember wat i ate in order to win this challenge.. lol so yea .. epic fail xD... haha.. the 2nd game is remember ur partner life stuff like Date of birth , wat primary school stuff like tat...
But too bad i didnt made it to the top 3 >< haha.. but doesnt matter i had fun lol...

Then the end of prom finally arrived and it was fun while it lasted i guess haha...
So the pics i will once again say i will post it asap if i can get my hands on them so stay tune... =)

The story of a Boy

2009-09-28T05:56:00.001-07:00

okok i know i haven been updating my blog... WHY? cuz 1. i have been lazy =P.. lol sry if anyone of u were the jasondeou blog fan.. haha... and 2. i have freaking alot of shit ass assignments that has been hammering away my time.. jeezz.. lol....

Well anyway today i got a poem.. and i like to dedicate it to someone special.. she is one of a kind and sad to say i cant say out who she is...( but some of you already know).. So i always been confuse on wat to do and i hope one day everything will make sense and who knows.. it might go the way i wanted :)... This is to you ....

Love Struck

The day has started as it begun,
Time flew by like its already gone,
But what happen in that time,
Is something i always had in mind,
Its the beauty of them all,
When love is brought to us from the shore,
It made an impact like it always do,
When day and night i only think of you,
You stole my heart as it shines through me,
But in reality your all that i see,
Sometimes i felt so wrong,
Being in a place that i dont belong,
Its so hard to get it right,
When everything i do is out of sight,
But it all came back when your around,
Its like a dream that you surround,
The time we spend are just priceless,
Its like time has stop just to serve us,
So im always happy when I see,
That you are always smiling back at me,
Its so cruel to let this go,
Because your the only one i want to know,
Even if I don't know where to start,
Even if my love is tearing me apart,
I just hope that you can see,
The things i do for you and me...

Happy Merdeka and Raya since i never mentioned it in here =X...

Deep Purple - Smoke on the Water

2009-09-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

Hello all again =).... here is a cover that is requested by one of my bro's friend, its quite challenging song since i never heard it b4 and practice it it only a few times b4 start recording.. haha.. so rate, commment or anything with my cover.. =D...

Linkin Park - In the End

2009-09-14T04:44:00.000-07:00

Well here is another cover, this time is linkin park - In The End... Very nice song to play along =)... And about my week, well it was hard weekend since we had to do an assignment already and this assignment is like, if u dont know wat ur writing and u pass up that information. If the lecturer ask u why like this or something about that topic... You WILL be shot dead !!.. lol.. so anyway enjoy the new cover =)

2009-09-10T03:52:00.000-07:00

Hello all again.. once again i made another drum cover =D... its livin la vida loca this time haha ... i didnt really had much time to practice this song at all since my assignment is piling up like hell.... so yea i manage to squeeze in an hour or less into making this song.. all pls enjoy =D.. and pls comment to tell me wat u think of it... very much appreciated hehe ...

oh ya .. please visit youtube to see the same video if you want. You can find this by the name "kamkuat".. =)

2009-09-05T03:27:00.000-07:00

So this is my first ever drum cover video on my new drum set =P.. i m playing smooth criminal by michael jackson and i didnt really practice much on it cuz i was excited to play the song and record it.. so this is my final result haha.. i also uploaded on youtube if you wanna check it out.. my youtube account name is kamkuat.. Oh ya just so u all know , my drum cover isnt exactly the way the original song sounds cuz i love to improvise hehe.. hope u all enjoy =D...

I will upload more vid of other songs soon when i got the time ^^

Me drum =)

2009-09-03T05:51:00.000-07:00

lol ok well i got my drum set like last sunday.. the day b4 merdeka so yea it was a good week end i guess =).. anyway here are the pics of them ... its not something i m bragging about but its my blog so practically my life is in here ;).... hehe...

i wanna thank my parents for this gift as it is also my early bday present hahah.. LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD!!!! =D.. i finally got it after 3 years of persuing it YAY!!! =)... lol

oh ya.. one more thing.. i dunno when but i might be posting some drum covers of some songs .. lol.. so stay tune to see when i uploaded them on youtube..

H1N1 Poem~

2009-08-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

Ok somehow i got people to think that i can only write love peoms.. haha.. i do like doing those but i also can do others.. So i thought of a topic and found out about H1N1 stuff... so i just think awhile and BANG!! poem written =).. enjoy u guys...

H1N1 Poem
Do you know when the time is near?
Nothing comes by but a fear,
Sometimes we dont know wat to do,
This is because we have no clue,
So what is that isnt right?
Something so scary and gives us a fright,
Well lucky that you mention that,
As you can see this problem is really sad,
Now i know you might worry,
About a virus striking us in a hurry,
But have no doubts and have no fear,
Thats cuz H1N1 poem is here.
So what exactly is H1N1?
It is a virus that kills everyone,
Its so deadly it might be untrue,
How can it be? since its after YOU!
yea so dont just wait around,
do something or at least make a sound,
Protect yourself and even your friend,
Be united for now and then,
You know how people stay alive?
Its a skill call escape and survive,
It may work on most of you,
But together we will triumph and that is true,
So help around and be grateful,
that you have read this H1N1 poem too !! =)

Pieces of my Love

2009-08-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

Well it has been weeks since i wrote a poem haha... its not a hobby but i like doing it.. cuz its fun=)... anyway if you like it pls comment it ^^... But i hope my poems isnt for comparing cuz its not a contest among my creation xD... well enjoy !!

Pieces of my Love

The day might come before i cry,
That you would look me in the eye,
And say things i never knew,
That it has been and always will be true,
You have given me hope and love ,
Like the godesses from high above,
This feeling has never been so bright ,
As the love i feel is never out of sight,
You are the light shining in the dark,
Without you my world will fall apart,
People go and people stay,
But will your love fade away?
Nothing is more hopeful and dearing,
When you strike my heart like a bolt of lightning,
You know you're my angel of the night,
Without you my world will be out of light,
As i go on and on,
You remind me of my favourite song,
Its about love and trust,
Because holding on to you is a must,
I dunno why this isnt clear,
but i know my love is sincere,
In my dream i can see that you and me ,
That we were always meant to be....

Well i got a feeling is not my best but who cares.. hahaha

2009-08-23T17:47:00.000-07:00

Good morning blog ! .. its a monday and i have spend one whole week trying to have fun since its still a holiday =).. ok now its time to see if i can write out everything that happen in here .. hehe...

OK this might be a long one but who cares.. haha.. wanna keep reading? I M not stopping u WOOT!!... lol...

OK it starts on monday .. or was it a tuesday.... well i went out wif my friends to the gurney to have lunch and movie day.. We went to Manila place and the food was quite nice =).. i would recommend for anyone to go and try if you wan to.. Anyway.. i was there wif gabriel, adam,jing ling, chong tze and muscle(C.H) .. so we went to watch a movie after lunch and we watched the show the proposal.. oh man at 1st i thought its gonna be some cheesy movie about love and bla bla bla.. bbut quite frankly i find VERY entertaining and FUNNY!!... LOL i got tell u guys this.. i m a person tat LOVES comedy movie and if i do watch such movie... haha.. ur gonna be either scared or frighten of my laughter LOL.. cuz i LOVE to laugh.. dunno y.. i guess tats who i m and u can ALWAYS see me doing so every single day =).. hehe.. SO after the movie i went to find my roland drumset again at the music store and as the time past in the music store,.. one by one my friend left me!! haha.. guess i took longer than i expected xD... sry guys!! lol.. so then muscle and gabriel gtg cuz they have things to do. and that leaves me , adam chong tze and jing liang .. so we decided to watch another movie!! haha.. we watched aliens in the attic and i thought it was cute at 1st then it got to the funny part where Robert Hoffman ( ashley tisdale character's bf) start to do things i never thought any movie would show haha... *its not something dirty!! lol * so the movie ended at about midnight and tats the end of tat day lol... nice huh?? haha

Ok then we had this badminton thing at Permata( dunno spell correct bo xD).. anyway quite a number of us went and it was fun!!.. we played from 8 am till 11am and i enjoyed every second of it! SO then we went to have breakfast together at some market nearby... I guess the wan tan mee guy had the best business when we went cuz MAJORITY of us bought tat hahaha... We were planning to go somewhere else after that but u know.. people cant make it so its better if we postpone till a time where everyone can go together =)..

and tats leaves me wif time to play DOTA!! haha... never play it in a while and i kinda like it recently ( PRAY I DONT GET ADDICTED =X).. my mom then told me not to play com too much as i got better things than computer games.. and hell yea she was right haha.. so i went for sports( running , jogging , anything wif -ing * BUT!!!! nothing wif the F and end wif -ing * LOL ) and sometime i dont even know wat should i do after finish sports and game .. lol.. its like i m stuck wif boredam for the 1st time that week.. haha..

and now we come down to ytd night =)... Yesterday was my best friend's birthday!!! happy bday tim!!.. so we had a plan to surprise him. we plan to have dinner at his fav store which is sooo obvious its nando's.. haha.. so we got someone to lure him over when we all camp at the table and surprised him haha... it worked!!! hehe.. so we chat and chat and chat and after that we went to watch the movie UP!!.. ok i know at 1st i thought " oh boy another disney movie with a dude that wanna fly .. woopydoo.. lol.. but turns out i got shock of my life when i tell u this.. its quite NICE !! lol im not kidding ,, its a touching show wif loads of comedy and well.. more comedy haha.. so anyone should try watching its nice.. and tat ends my day and my week and now its MONDAY again.. haha.. time flies when ur having fun =)...

hope everyone is too having a BLAST and i will see u all on wednesday cuz thats the day of my result coming out !!!... lil scared now but its now or never .. haha..

Holiday =)

2009-08-16T22:42:00.000-07:00

Well EXAMS are over about three days ago but was too busy playing so didnt update blog.. =P..
So wat i did mostly was game and game and movie haha... Just now in the morning at 8-11am.. i went to badminton wif my friends and we had a blast .. it was fun and TIRING!!!!
lol cant blame me.. i did this to myself.. didnt exercise haiz... this isnt me anymore... got to work out more xD... So anyway later i m going to gurney and hopefully able to convince my mom and dad to get me the roland td4k !!! =D... *Pray*
holiday is for 2 weeks so i m not rly sure wats my plan but i will make them up as i go along.. haha... hopefully i m not wasting my time with it =x.... anyway movie time again haha...
ciao =)

In Love =)...

2009-08-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hey u guys.... im in the midst of my finals this week.. but i had to post something..
I M IN LOVE !!!! wahahahha... xD...

oh ya just so you know.. its not a girl im in love wif ... AND DEFINATELY NOT a boy.... please emphasis on the word DEFINATELY NOT ... haha...

what im talking about is this.... THE ROLAND TD4K !!! .. <3... =)

ok i know some of you(MOST of you) will say/think/scold/or anything to the word.. CHEH!!... lol.. DONT lie.. i know YOU did say or think tat.. haha..
but i dont care... its soooooo nice i really PRAY TO GOD i can get one soon xD....

LOOK at it.. isnt it... B-E-A-U-TIFUL???

OK maybe the word GORGEOUS is better.. haha

Go ahead.. comment all you wan about my lame "love" life.. haha.. its just a fun post to do .. hehe

Week of the Dead.

2009-08-04T04:37:00.000-07:00

As u all know.. my finals is next week.. Well to be exact.. its this saturday... haiz...
Wat to do?? well study lo.. tats all we can do now.. and pray tat the lecturer's are able to save us in coursework.. And lately i have been hearing tat people in my class might quit or go other college to continue their studies... sigh.. its sad to let friends go after spending so much time with them every week.. Its like my family in school.... But if they chose its best they leave then i got nothing to say about it... Time will only tell where our fate leads us and how we end up with it....

So these days is study study study and Study... Wish i could be more free and happy after exam =)... but then again.. it all depends on my performance on the exam paper... O.O...

well hopefully i can post again soon but might not cuz of exam.. so we shall see haha....

Its done!!

2009-07-31T18:46:00.000-07:00

OK finally my AutoCAD 3D model is done =).. i have posted all the pic of it below... But just to ensure that i m just a beginner at this 3D model thing and i only had a rushing 1 week to accomplish it.. Its not 100% exact with the same model cuz the curvy part on top of my phone i cant seem to figure out how to do it.. So im just gonna leave it like this.. Enjoy =D...

One more thing.. its a sad day for my friend Adam ytd due to his file of the AutoCad he was working on has been corrupted.. O.O.. yes i know.. horrible right?? He was making a golden gate bridge which WAS BREATH TAKING.. It was AWesome! but now its all gone and i feel sry for u adam .. hopefully u can come up wif something by monday ... GAMBATEH !!

THIS IS REAL PHONE OK.. LOL..

THIS IS MY CREATION >.<

BLUEPRINTS

Does it look alike?? you be the judge and dont go too hard on me.. i m still consider a noob =(....

Time flies..

2009-07-25T18:30:00.000-07:00

I know i have not been updating my blog recently.. cuz not much has happen since my hectic days are over ( for the moment ). SO for now i m trying to relax as much as i can b4 finals arrive... Currently i m working on this 3D model thing which is really really tedious... to make a 3D model using the com u need to build every section, angle, corner , anything... to make it look right..... AND im going crazy d after one whole day of creating it... lol... not finish yet but will show u guys when i m done wif it =)...

So fast sem2 is gonna finish d... didnt thought that time run so fast.. soon b4 u know it.. im a sem3 student d.. haha..... (that is IF i can make it through the FINALS) .. lol

well not rly much to say now... so look out for my next post if something happens i will post it up =)..

Yes or No?

2009-07-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

Well here comes another poem since my last writing.. Enjoy =)..

Lines of Two Endings

It begins with a laugh It begins with a smile,
This thought is going through my head for awhile,
I know my heart is not choosing right.
But here it is, my feelings for the night.

Lips so red like a glass of wine.
I know my shot with you will be decline.
I hopes my love will never show.
But each day it just grows and grows.

From her hair right to her feet.
It's a feeling i cannot beat.
I always wonder when and where.
But her laughter made me just dont care.

Everytime u talk to me i dunno what to say,
because every thing u say to me takes my breath away,
when im with u its almost more than i can take,
it feels like im dreaming and i never want to wake,

I want our laughter to never end.
Eventhough its only between friend to friend.
I cant stop thinking of her smile
As i know this image wont go away for awhile.

Thoughts of how she sometimes flip her hair.
Made me forget is my classroom here or there.
But my heart knows that it can't be
For she would never be with me

But things might change as i heard,
Wonder am i being absurd?
What is left..What is right?
This is something i cant decide..

Maybe there is a way to know the answer,
its like seeking for a forbidden treasure.
In this precious treasure of all,
lies two roads to a kingdom hall,

What i might find at the end of the road,
Could decide if im a prince or a toad,
But this is hard cant you see?
I hope my choice is the right one for me....

Accidents....

2009-07-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

I dunno is it me or is there like a bad luck vibe around me......in just 3 days nia... there are 2 accidents d that happen to me and my friends.... for me... this is my side of the story.

When i was still working on my eee assignment on tuesday afternoon during break time, alex called me saying.. "hey on my way out of INTI, i saw that ur back glass PECAH !!..." so at that moment i froze.... WTF!!! pecah??? omg... so i got off my seat and ran towards my car.... when i reach there... i didnt know what to think also..... whole ENTIRE back window of my car is CRACKED into every corner.... T_T.... so then i dunno y la, but thank my friends , about 7-8 of my friends came to see what happen to me... I was thinking wat the hell happen ! and WHO IS THE SHITHEAD that did this ???? guess what i asked the security guard and they all blame on... HEAT OF SUN.... Go TO HELL LA!!! sun my ass la.... i put my car in desert the window WONT crack also la... here how many degree nia.. can crack my window... like this how come whole row of car bo crack?? so i was suspicious that one of the gardener or someone la... hit a pebble while cutting grass and fly towards my screen and crack.. cuz once ur glass crack.. the whole screen will crack minutes later...

till now i still dunno who did it and my parents are like dont giv a fuck about this so why should i???

so the next incident is today... it happened to my classmate, jurin. Her car was parked properly lo in the car park. but when she went to get her stuff in the afternoon she saw scratches on the side back bumper of her car... and guess what .. the car that is parked beside her was in a awkward position and he also got scratch on his side of the car.... So then i not sure what happen la, she tried calling for the person's car to come down but then i dunno when he came down as i was in class.... So when i finsih my class at 6pm.. thats when something happen... when i walked into the car park. i saw a lady and her son walking pass jurin and she was shouting at this lady and the boy.. Turns out that the boy is the culprit and the lady is her mother.. things got out of hand and words started to become vulgar.... lol... so i didnt wan to be part of this "battle" so i tried to stay off as much as i can. now i dunno what is happening or who is right or wrong and stuff... but hopefully no one got hurt can d cuz . =)

A day in hell...

2009-07-15T03:10:00.000-07:00

The title says it all... ok today is really really really the MOST hell-like day ever!!...
ALL because of this stupid lecturer who i call Koay Teow Th'ng... if u know him... just pass this msg along .. =)... let ur children, ur children's children... ur grandfather, grandmother, or maybe ur father's son in law's second brother's aunty's father's cousin's exhusband's wife's son know about THIS "tio pa" lecturer... haiz...

So today was the due date of my assignemt... ok i know what ur thinking.. "if you dont wan to rush last minute.. do earlier." .. guess what UR SOOOOO WRONG!!.. y? let me enlighten you.. the reason y we cant do all b4 because THAT lecturer didnt even teach till that part then giv us assignment already... he "assume" we can do it....zzzz..... and guess what .. he only teach us that topic like about 2-3 days b4 due date... WTF!!... like we can study it and accomplish the assignment in time.. it was really F*ck up !!..
so ytd after college ends at 6pm.. i went home to go out for dinner with my mom and sis.. so i knew i would be most likely stay up till very late only sleep.. so i did what i had to do.. eat ALOT and drink COFFEE!!.. so after that i went to my college to meet up with my friends to do the work... there was about 10 of us i think... could be more .. so we all pia lo.. until 12am then the security guard all chase us out cuz we cant stay in college till past midnight... SO then pressure starts to build d... aboi liao gok and midnight d .. haiz.. so then we all went to McD in greenlane to continue out work there.... I was so stressed till i cant eat but my friends were able to .. GENG!...

so this assingment marathon lasted till ..... 4.30AM!!... that time left me, adam, jurin, chong tze, "muscle", jeffrey and zi jia.. lol...and we were not 100% complete also... swt hor?? but most of us were practically half dead, half zombie..... and my brain's processor spoil d.. lol... so we went home and i was soooo blur man.. I DROP MY LAPTOP bag when i reach home as i forgot i was carrying my laptop bag so i just "let loose" and PPPOOOOMMM,.... T_T.. but luckily nothing is wrong with it... i hope ... =/..... so i stayed up and continue with my work till 5.30 and tats when i was like.. dam u koay teow th'ng.. made me stay up so late... one day i hire a monkey and run towards ur ass and shove itself up it... see u can tahan bo...lol...

So then day after i wake up.( same day).. lol... i went to college and DIDNT attend his class cuz of incomplete work... so i stayed with my friends who also ponteng xD... to finish off.... in the end we got mostly everything done BUT NOT SURE CORRECT BO!!!.. haiz nvm la.. as long got words can d.. xD.. so tats my day and OH ya.. dont tell my mother i skip class .. xD.. shhhhh ...... lol...

P.S ... if you wanna tell me about how i should plan my time or any shit thing about my assingment planning.. screw you... =)....

Happy Bday Ven!

2009-07-15T02:36:00.001-07:00

Ok i know this post should be around 2 days ago.. but i have been very busy .. Dont worry i will tell u how busy i am in my next post.
Oh ya.. this next 2 post is a story of my day. if ur not in a mood to read.. GET OUT xD.. jk. just try to read =P...

ok Its a SATURDAY 11/7... venessa's bday is suppose to be on the 12 but people cant make it to her party tat day.. lol.... SO SATURDAY IT IS =)....
So on saturday .... hmm let me see if i can recall exactly what happened.... * thinking, scratching head *... oh ya.. lets begin =D....

on tat day i was practically busy with my EEE ( electrical & electronic Enigneering ) assignemnt the whole morning.. it was really a pain in the ASS..... but i got invited to venessa's bday party on tat day 12.03am.. (haha i saw the clock when u invited xD).. so after doing part of the assignment, it was around 3-4pm d... so i got rdy and went to pick up my friend Kenny to get to BJ mall to get her a present. (not gonna say what i bought as presents are SECRET xD... shhh)... sooo after i bought her a ***********. <---- (lol dont bother counting how many letters is in it as it IS NOT a word also ) .... so my journey began to paradise hotel which is where the party is held...

so the journey was fine cept.. IT WAS FRIKIN RAINING LIKE HELL!. so i was thinking to myself .. omg if its raining how to have a beach party??o.0... so true enough when i reached paradise hotel i received an anonymous number saying the party has changed its location.. O.O"..... lol cuz u know i m never a good with the roads in tanjung bunga there as it is still new to me ... so from that point onwards.... "this isnt good".... haha... plus the weather sure made it "fun" for us.... lol..
so i had to twirl a few rounds near there as me and kenny were quite blur where it is... haha.. but finally after 30min of touring around tanjung bunga with my good friend Mr. Rain and Mrs . Storm staying with me.... I MADE IT WOOHOO... lol.. xP...
the party was held at venessa's friend's house whose name i have no clue... SRY!! lol... so it was more like a wet party... cuz mainly.. i m wet and so was most of my friends.. haha.. we were running under the heavy rain while searching for the house... ( dont ask why.. lol).. so in the party, we had a bbq thingy where u ,... u knw... bbq stuff haha ... it was quite fun as i know i had fun =).. there was music and food AND STRIPPERS!! lolx .. okok fine.. there wasnt any strippers... hahaha... xD.. the party started from 8 to 11pm .. just wanna make a shout out to venessa .. Happy Bday!! and blah blah blah.. i wrote them on the card d xD.... haha.. happy sweet 16 =)...

The Bday Girl.

Gathering Photo

Told u we were wet xD>...

Last group photo...

Here comes the PAIN!!

2009-07-08T03:19:00.001-07:00

Ok.. doomsday has once again come to our front door ..... ASSIGNMENTS AND TEST !!! this is worst than i thought cuz i got 3 assignment and 3 test within the next 2 WEEKS!!!!! this is gonna be so hectic and i might not be able to slp much .... SOMEONE SAVE OUR SOUL!!! well..... need to pia my work d... wish me luk.... X.X

Engineering Night '09

2009-07-06T03:24:00.000-07:00

Ok! i got the pictures d haha =D... all thanks to alex and Mr.Teo.. woot ! lolx..Well sry it took some time but gotto wait over the weekend .... OK there are alot of pictures taken but i wont be able to upload all of as it is just to frikin much.. so i picked out the best and here they are... xD... ENJOY!! ( pictures are not according to time event )

The Engineer Queen and King

MC dancing with her friend

The part where people start to vote who they like best =D

Chia Chuin on "proposal" act .. lol

She said YES haha

Lol my tie was the "ring"... haha .. as my act was about forget to bring a ring and be creative with wat i hav....

Principal Mr Michael Yap and Ms Hema laughing at our performance
( so are the audience xD)

I was twirling my partner.... haha

LOL jyjy adam haha xD

Leroy was a beatboxer in our Engineering Night.. he was awesome!

Lollipop that GLOWS in the dark!! cool huh haha

The Four Girls in Sem 2 !! Preetyy hor? xD

LOL.. Mr.Teo ~ Dont pretend to be tall la haha!

The part where i cant control myself .. lol

Thats all for now =D... i couldnt be bothered to put it in order as it took me so frikin long just to upload them.. and comments are just some random thing i put just for fun ..hehe..
Well hope u liked them as i enjoyed every last minute of it !

What a night!

2009-07-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

hey u guys... i just got back from my Engineering Night and it was kinda fun haha... i dont think i wanna say wat really happen cuz there are still pictures to receive from my friends so i can post it up here... All i can say is that last night i wasnt really expecting to be nominated to be engineering king haha.... but i guess since most of my friends i knnow kinda voted for me... lol i kena lo... haha...but it wass fun and stuff... and please keep checking back cuz i might hav already post abut the whole night and hopefully alot of pics included as well =D....

Down But not out...

2009-07-02T19:13:00.000-07:00

hey guys... i know i was excited about ytd news.. me being mc and stuff ... but i got some bad news.... due to the fact that i m a junior of my course... they say it isnt fair for them to put me into this position to work during this event.... so they wan me to have fun and let other people to take over for me... so they found a new person who is a gal and heard that she got quite some experience on this.. so i guess all i can do now is attend and learn what i can ... cuz chances is i m shortlisted d for next MC for next year events.. haha.....

well i was dissapointed at 1st but i guess i can be ok since now i can hang more wif my friends =D.... and i might be do some dare devil stuff during tat night xD....

News flash

2009-07-01T17:25:00.000-07:00

Woah... today.. when i was having lunch at college... 2 of my friends that is in charge of the things that is happening at our upcoming Engineering night came up to me ... and guess what... THEY asked me to host the event... that means being the Master of Ceremony (MC) !!.. LOL... i was shock at 1st but then i agree to do it haha.... and since i can choose any friends to host it with, i know i cant choose any of the girls in my class cuz they DONT wanna haha.... so i asked alex to help me out.. now i m kinda excited and partly nervous since i NEVER done this b4 LOL... but i guess there is a first time in everything right? =D

Any advice would be soo soo appreciated .... THX!

Another day..

2009-06-30T21:03:00.000-07:00

Hey.. just wanna post an update blog connected to my previous blog "how lame can this get"...
I just got my EGR results today and surprisingly i got a .. 77/100 .... lol... 3 marks more then got an A d haha.... dunno is this good or bad.. =P...

Just 1 hour and 30min ago.. i went to queensbay wif my friend Adam.. I was shopping.. LOL.... was getting rdy for my upcoming college event which is Engineering Night this coming friday. So all i have left is my tie... haha.... i just bought one but not gonna show u now... lol.... wanna surprise most of my college friends during the event xD.... will post my tie after friday.. haha
thats all for today..=D

Compass of Truth

2009-06-29T18:40:00.000-07:00

Lately i have been busy or partly lazy to update my blog.. lol... sry for all who were tuning in to know what i m about to write.. Well i have something to say now =D...
i lately i sure encountered alot of problems and i want to dedicate THIS POEM.. to all who had help me with word of advice, kind heart and of course was there for me... This is for Timothy, Haan Ming, Kenny , Adam, Alex and soo much more who had help me through alot.. THANK YOU ALL =D.... THis is all for you....

Title: The Stars within my heart
From every moment of everyday,
My life just needs a vertebrae,
Without any support in my life,
Its like i m living in disguise,
So why are we doing this all life long?
Maybe its a way that we all belong,
but as i see this through a shattered glass,
my eyes will only glimpse to the past,
Nothing has ever gone perfect for me,
but hey thats life cant you see,
In my life i dislike shadow,
its like a haunted figure beneath my sorrow,
But what made all this come back to life,
Its Your courage to keep me alive,
Without any hopes and dreams that we cherish,
Like a wounded souldier that might perish,
In a way not many people know,
The things you had done to made me glow,
I never thought i will live the day,
that friendships are the reason im here to stay,
Without you there is no tomorrow,
Its like a time i m willing to borrow,
So almost everytime i look to the sky,
A thought came to me and i ask why,
Somewhere, something beyond my reach,
lies a friend that i care so deep.....

*End*

Enjoy =D..

Transformer 2 xD

2009-06-24T19:04:00.000-07:00

Hey all! last night at 12am... me, jin, leonard, gabriel and yee chun went out to queensbay to watch, the one and only, transformer 2 !.. My god... it is definately one of THE best shows i have ever seen =D...

The actors in it were Shia Lebeouf (Sam Witwicky) , Megan Fox ( Mikaela Banes ), Isabel Lucas ( Alice ) and many more.. From the very very start of the movie... i knew that this is a movie i m soooooo gonna love watching xD... For all who dont know wat is transformer...
Well it is about robots who is able to turn to vehicles and other electronic devices and has entered earth to protect the humans from any danger from the Decepticons ( Bad guys)... and yeah something like that lol.... EVERYONE must WATCH THIS! its really really nice =D... its full of action, love, comedy and some "nice scenes" for us guys >.< .. HAHA and yes the girls in it are sooo hawt!! megan and isabel sure made all of us go GAGA... haha... word of advice... if you bring ur bf to watch this.. make sure u watch his eyes... cuz i m pretty sure he wont be watching the robots only IF you know wat i mean =P...

HOT isabel lucas..
Megan Fox. *whistle*
Isabel lucas

Shia Lebeouf
Megan Fox

Makes sure u all watch IT !! =D
cya..

My time, My space , My limits..

2009-06-21T06:55:00.001-07:00

hi , ok i feel like a retard posting this as i dunno why am i even doing this, but seems to me if i dont do this now, i will never let it all go.. Its all about my feelings for ALL the girls that i ever liked,(you will know if your one of them) .... its for all the times i have been going through and i wanna let it all go so i can start anew again ...

Title : You were my World

The bells are ringing,
the birds are chirping,
But do you know what am i thinking?
In my eyes are views and sight,
of a girl that shines so bright,
She stands out from the crowd like no other,
but when i m around its like she didnt even bother,
As i see things from my point of view,
i sometimes know what i must do,
With my will to make things right,
so that i might be by your side,
But nothing is more terrifying than to see you,
making me feel like an unwanted shoe,
For all the things i have done,
i never regret every single one,
its just a way to win your heart,
but it seems like it always falls apart,
As this has been happening from time to time,
Its a fact that i cannot unwhine,
So i hope now that you understand,
what i have been through now and then,
Eventhough i didnt end up with you,
I hope our friendship is always true ....

THIS POST is a REALLY hard for me to let it out as it is in public... NO flaming is allowed about how childish this is or whatsoever, if thats how you feel then dont read my blog.. its my blog and i got all the rights to say watever stuff i wanna post.. thank you...

Poem number 1..

2009-06-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, lately i had this feeling , not gonna go into so much details.. lol.. but i wrote a poem about it... Comment all you want but dont go too harsh on me cuz as you can see its my 1st poetry.. haha..

Title: All i want is you
Ever wonder what lies ahead?
When nothing matters but our fate,
If i can only see you just once more,
you can hear my heartbeat through the door,
sometimes i start to wonder,
why does lightning comes before thunder?
this is simple as you can see,
in this world of reality,
when my love for you start to shatter,
not because i heard your laughter,
its just that sometimes for you and me,
maybe we are not meant to be,
But obstacles are meant to be crossed,
thats why in this battle i have not lost,
I do know that when you hold my hands,
i will feel like no other man,
i wanna run,swim or even fly,
so i can write your name in the sky,
don't you just hate it when your boyfriend lie?
but hey, he is just an ordinary guy,
As i m writing this i start to think,
maybe one day i will give you a wink,
But some people say dream wont come true,
I SAY thats Bullshit, because this is all about you.......

*End*

lol... i somehow get the feeling some *standard* question will be asked..
so i m gonna say its for me to know and you to find out one way or another or u can just ignore .. haha... xD

hoped you all enjoyed..

Two wrong dont make a right.....

2009-06-15T09:31:00.000-07:00

Things are cooling down =D... i felt better after releasing some of those anger in me... some of my friends said its good to let it all out... and YES IT WAS GOOD!... hopefully none of this will happen again but then again.. who knows? i also realise tat yes i may have plagarise... and i do admit my wrong doing.. but i still dont understand this ONE very special detail.... HOW COME my result turn out better?? if i did plagarise.. shouldnt it be the same?? and its not 1 or 3 marks diff.. its quite a number.. dont wanna say .... but i think nia la.. if i can get a higher mark .. doesnt it mean i done it myself most of the part?? or else ... result should be same rite?? u guys understand wat i m saying correct?? if i sound like i bragged then.. just forget wat i was writing cuz i dont wan anyone to think i m doing so.. its just a thought to me....

Something unleashed in me...

2009-06-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

* WARNING... this post contains words or comments may not be suitable to some people.. As it will contains alot of swear words and etc.. This is a post of how i am feeling the past 1 hour and its time to let them out*
P.S - sry tim and nat that you finally seen the shadowed part of myself. As i write this , its better than bottled up in me. If you dont wan to read this post .. pls click the X button on ur top right screen.

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today was a really disturbing day.. as the day went by, i assume it would be as nice as usual. but no..... it was CERTAINLY FUCKIN NOT!... as it came down to last part of my fuckin day. i was abit dissapointed but still realise i did wrong cuz i didnt pass my CSC test... 24/50... so it was a wake up call...... But TATS not the bad part.. wat really pissed me off ... is that i finally found out that some people is unable to contain this feeling i call GUILT!.. this fuckin feeling is the thing tat dwells in this person, a, He told me tat because i copied MOST of his information in my assignment for EEE , i still got a way higher mark than he did....
STILL i was stilll questioning myself as usual... WAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT... sure i understand that i did copy ur calculations and other graph information cuz everyone also kinda did,.. AS I see it, when ur helping a friend in need, u never find anything in return... as i had done so in the past month wif my other college friends... IN my point of view... we need each other to help each other get past college together .... But after noticing wat happen just now, i can see that ,a, sometimes never appreciate that.... Sure we helped u and u helped us in many many ways... but when it comes to this fuckin dumb assignment.. i will have to say i m sorry if i "copied" too much of ur info .... OK!? i m sorry ok??? if u wan i can always confess to the dumb shit guy we call our "teacher".... BUt then again.... why m i sry for????

AS i see things in my way... i dont recalling that YOU gave me SO MUCH INFO THAT ITS THE END OF UR WORLD....... i do rmb i did EXACTLY THIS>...... i Copied paste the info FROM THE WEBSITES>..... then i change the words... thats ALL i did... ..... BUT! i dnt think u will agree wif me so easily... u hav ur own point of view so if i m wrong ... I WILL NEVER ask for ur help in this again OK??? we are buddies... we trust each other enough to have each other backs...... BUT seeing that u got so enraged that i "copied" most of ur stuff and win u in the assignment.. i m speechless and questioning myself... "what hav i done ?" ....

when i help my friends.... i try to be selfless as much as i can.... sure i giv answers sometimes but that doesnt mean i will go ... " HEY U ASSHOLE!!!.. U COPIED ALL THE THINGS I FCKKIN GAV U... AND I DO MEAN U REALLY COPIED SOOOOO MUCH OF MY STUFF I M DAM PISSED!!!!!" noooooo.... i dont ever wan to do tat... i know if i do tat i must learn to not get angry over this little thing..... OK so i did take ur info/web/graph/calculation/ and etc..... u wan it bak isit?? IS TAT WAT U WAN?? ok let me admit.... I TOOOOOOOK SO much INFO from , a, THAT i m soooooo sry tat u felt that i practically "STOLE" all ur credit.... ok from now on.. if u wan to giv me ANY info.... just think 1st b4 u really giv .. cuz i do not wan to find any conflict like this.. ... cuz i know.. if i can help someone to get a "pass" in any subject.... i hav done enough of my part as a friend..

oh ya.. i really dont think i copied that much .... if u still think so... and i somehow forgot... just let me know in a gentle manner... no need to go " OI U IDIOT ISIT???? I GAV U SO much OF my work d and u still CANT RMB????" i got many things to worry so i dont hav time to rmb wat exactly that u gave me... so i wann say sry.. nothing more nothing less.... oh ya and to those people tat played ping pong wif me after class... i wasnt in the mood as u can see.... so paiseh ah if i didnt looked like my normal self...

(NOTE* - "a" is a variable.. its not a 1st person name or any last name 1st letter.. its just something i m calling someone wif... if tat person even reads this)...

This is the end of my anger ..... its more of a "let everything out " ... and i do feel much better as i know i have done written wat i wanted to say all along.... sry tim and nat if u read till this far... i know i dont swear infront of u guys, but i guess its about time you find out about some part of me after all this while....

How lame can this get!

2009-06-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

Hi all.. today was rly rly a drag.. i had to get up and go for EGR(technical drawing) TEST!! oh ya i didnt finish... ITS A SATURDAY somemore... so by doing so i m forced to go to college at 10.30-12.30.... during the test.. 1st glance nia... my eyes were like O.O"!!... o..m...god.. cham liao this time.. haha... but after starting to do it for the 1st few minutes i got the hang of it =D.. but ...... sadly.. CANT FINISH !! left one last portion then habis d.... ok let me describe y most of my friends cant finsih also... Its like this.. *ahem*... we are given ONLY 2 hours to draw 4!! drawings.. yup 4 frikin drawings... and this is not those ordinary drawing , this has measurements , angle, precision and all other crap and whackjob.... so this is rly hard for us all as all we need IS MORE TIME... just imagine this is 1st test nia... wat happens at FINAL ?? ... die lo.....

ok so when the test finally finished i planned to buy a new bag for myself .. =D.. since my current bag sudah PECAH... lol .. no la just the strap spoil nia =P... so i plan to get a new bag in Sunshine square.. mana tau.. once reach there nia.. NO BAG selling AT ALL.... whole entire DAM shopping mall BUT not one bag.. lol.. only sell those girls handbag .. and we all know i didnt bother looking there HAHA.... so after failing to find a bag i headed home lo... tat time 1.30 pm liao.. so when got out.. RAINING.,.... swt.... and its rly rly heavy somemore... plus my car i park some distance away AND i dont hav an UMBRELLA.. >.<... so wat did i do?? RUN LA!!! lol.... but lucky i very m able to find places wif roofs to run under so didnt get so wet.. haha... (y leh i didnt park inside) celaka,...

k then i reach home d and started doing my eee lab .... so sian man... question so sibeh hard...
so then natalie called me.. she said this "stalker/ someone who like her" want to split her and her bf.. so she is very scared lo.... and tat day she ran towards me to talk nia.. tat guy told her tat he doesnt like it when she does tat ...so i dunno y la lol... i told her... " aiya later u hug me la see wat happens to him." HAHAHA.. ( dont judge me ok)... so i dunno la natalie said... "ok la u say wan har" LOL....i got shocked also.. lol... but we joke alot wan la.. later i rly die by 2 people( tat stalker or her bf) if tat happens.. haha..

now i m bored out of my head as i dunno wat to crap about... oh ya just to u all know... i like to crap about things tat doesnt matter in real life.. lol.. like wat i jus did.. if u enjoy just come bak once in a while and enjoy reading "crap" LOL... see ya...
P.S- today didnt bring camera so cant show u my (today) life.. hahaha

My world has just started !!

2009-06-11T18:25:00.000-07:00

Hey y'all... im jason and this is my 1st blog .. it has been a very very tempting to write a blog for the past few weeks, and now i m here =DD... Anyway, i thought since i might have some fun to write all kinds of crap down here , y not giv it try.. rite??? lol....

SO lets start off wif the thingds i done ytd....... 1st lo... i wen to college, listen to so many lecturer teaching till very sian .... so i plan to do my work when i get home which is about 6pm..... but then my friends, jin keong, alex , adam and soo soo soo many more are planning to go to this "inti musical " thingy.... so since i didnt wanna be left out in this kind of stuff... y not go??? so i rushed home as usual since the thing starts at 7. 30!!! and it was... 6.40!! need to shower and pick leonard, jin , and gabriel b4 we head off.. by the time we did tat... lol... it was 7.25 d hahaha.... this is wat i call last minute planning la...

siao kia (jin keong)

so in the musical.. we were a lil late... but no worries as i go there to listen to the actor and actress "fail" HAHAA.... yup i m evil.... so i had fun wif my friends there... i not so sure where is the pic gonna be post .... just scroll up or down till u find it xD.... so after tat we went to gurney drive to eat... i think the ones tat were there were me, jin, leonard, gabriel, alex, chu kuan, jing liang, adam, peter, chong tze and muscle... paiseh if i miss out one person(i dont think i did) haha...so i took a bunch of unnecesary photo's (mostly alex actually)... u can see them around here somewhere .. lolx...

one of the shot of the actor/actress

another photo of the muscial crew

group shot =D

ORANGE JUICE xD

another siao jin (any pic also photogenic) lol

left(adam) , right ( jing liang)

LOL.... chicken skin nice hor xDD

muscle....erm.. i dunno how to describe la.. u all think wat he is doing and comment xDD

leonard on "drugs".. haha jkjk

see za bo when eating.. tsk tsk.. later miss tio ur food la haha

then when we plan to go bak at 11pm... lol.. we decided to watch a movie wif adam, me jin , leonard and gabriel... at 1st we cant decide wat kinfd of movie to watch , so all the "steam" people decide to use coin to decide.... heads- night in the museum 2, tails - blood , the last vampire... in the end..... kena head hahah.... but the movie was at 12am.. lol... so we went to play pool in the meantime.. quite fun since all of us got a chance to play... haha.. oh ya i also played the dance dance revolution wif adam in the arcade... wow tat was fun.. been so long since i touched tat machine... and jin was like O.O..... ( my eyes blur d , cant see ) hahhahah.... so then we went to watch the movie.. ENded at 2.40am.. lol... so we all went home tat time ,.... lucky didnt kena whack by my parents.. hahaha .. shhhhhhh xDD

keong trying to hit the ball.. but end up missing ..lol

gabriel's turn .. see i watching pro playing hahaha

lol.. this one no commment .. haha

lol i not sure how active i m in blogging but i will update when i m free =D.. ciao...
UPDATE: sry ah i dunno how to align the title for the pic.. lol will learn eventually..